Listening to: ERB's "Deadpool vs Boba Fett"
Watching: The Flash
Drinking: Diet Pepsi
It's weird how one death can make you get enraged. Especially from something like cancer. I don't know if it is because it was Alan Rickman or what but cancer getting him just enrages me. As a person who continues to battle with Crohn's day in and day out, like with the bowel stricture removal next week, I have to continue be on top of myself because I know that if I don't... It can turn into cancer. I've already had one friend die from Crohns, another friend's aunt die from it, and... I refuse to be a part of that group. Am I doing 100% of what I can to defeat it into remission? I admit it no because I'm also battling mental demons as well. But if I've learned anything from these 31 one years on Earth is that IT IS survival of the fittest, always try to be a step ahead of whatever ails you, and just give all 100% of yourself as best as you can. If I can make it to 69 like Alan did, even though I haven't accomplished anything like family, marriage, or career... My life is my goal.